@ImpulsePhotographyPhoenix |
Depression gains another victim yet again. But this young woman broke through the chains in the most beautiful way any person can. Everyone has their own stories about how they survived and survives. This is Ashlee's.
Hell, is the word she used for what she went through. It's a bold word to describe ones past. Why?, you ask. Because HELL is a place you go to be punished for your sins. But I don't see a sinner in those eyes. I see an angel who grew her wings all on her own. She wasn't specific about when it happened. She is a sexual abuse survivor. Ashlee spoke up about it to her family at the age of 10 years old. That took courage. Resulting in herself and Ashlee's family to move to Boise, Idaho. Her father was supposed to have moved with them but her parent's relationship far-reached it's end. She began to miss her friends, her other family that were left behind. Most importantly, her father. She was upset that he wasn't around. Ashlee's mother dated men, they too could not fill the void that held in Ashlee's heart that only her father could fill.
While getting to know Ashlee and the inner workings of this amazing photographer. I learned that her father introduced her to the trade. It was he who awoke her long distance happiness she thought had vanished forever. She studied 14 years long getting to know the inside and out of a camera. I don't believe I need a description of what her work consists of. They speak for themselves.
Here are some of Ashlee's work;
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https://www.facebook.com/ImpulsePhotographyPhoenix/Veira Gardner. |
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Model: @ravensnow83 |
Ashlee recently learned a very
interesting fact about herself. Not only does her beliefs of a higher
power but she is very intuitive and a clever precognitive being. As you
can see from her past Facebook posts she's been predicting such things
around the world.
https://www.facebook.com/1499919306/posts/10210003977884918/
Recent conversations are relatable. As shown below;
(Ashlee -Tommy) |
(Ashlee- Jessica Hernandez) |
Anna Sayce speaks in her blog about how Traumatic experiences does to a person.
During traumas and near death experiences, a person may dissociate (i.e.
exit the body energetically.) Leaving one’s body in this way can result
in developing a degree of sensitivity to the planes that lie beyond the
physical. Some also believe that traumas can weaken the energy field,
making us more porous and sensitive to spiritual phenomena.
( https://www.annasayce.com/can-extreme-stress-trauma-awaken-intuitive-abilities/)
Ashlee
says that these visions don't happen like the movies. They come in bad
feelings and like a dream in clouds her mind in pictures. I'm sure
everyone has their opinions on this subject. But I believe we choose
what happens to us when we deal with good and bad experiences. I truly
think we have the power to decide what our abilities are. No one else
can decide, but ourselves what we bring to the world.
I asked Ashlee, if she could change the way people saw her and decide how she wanted people to view her. She said;
"I
just want people to see and remember the good in me before they judge
me. I never like to be known as a person who's done you wrong. I'll fix
whatever I can or I'll hate myself. So I just want to be known as
someone who's honest and generally cares despite my weird humor and odd
interests.
I want to be remembered as the girl who made it even though she was in pieces doing it...".
I want to be remembered as the girl who made it even though she was in pieces doing it...".
My
advice to the world while dealing with beautiful souls like Ashlee is.
Be kind and grateful for the selflessness of them. They are already
hurting from not feeling good enough, when they are more than what we
deserve.
Thanks for joining, always and forever your friend Leilani Raven Baugher.