Saturday, June 30, 2018

Magical, And Clairsentient Ashlee Haab

@ImpulsePhotographyPhoenix


Depression gains another victim yet again. But this young woman broke through the chains in the most beautiful way any person  can. Everyone has their own stories about how they survived and survives. This is Ashlee's.


Hell, is the word she used for what she went through. It's a bold word to describe ones past. Why?, you ask. Because HELL is a place you go to be punished for your sins. But I don't see a sinner in those eyes. I see an angel who grew her wings all on her own. She wasn't specific about when it happened. She is a sexual abuse survivor. Ashlee spoke up about it to her family at the age of 10 years old. That took courage. Resulting in herself and Ashlee's family to move to Boise, Idaho. Her father was supposed to have moved with them but her parent's relationship far-reached it's end. She began to miss her friends, her other family that were left behind. Most importantly, her father. She was upset that he wasn't around. Ashlee's mother dated men, they too could not fill the void that held in Ashlee's heart that only her father could fill.


While getting to know Ashlee and the inner workings of this amazing photographer. I learned that her father introduced her to the trade. It was he who awoke her long distance happiness she thought had vanished forever. She studied 14 years long getting to know the inside and out of a camera. I don't believe I need a description of what her work consists of. They speak for themselves.

Here are some of Ashlee's work;

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https://www.facebook.com/ImpulsePhotographyPhoenix/Veira Gardner.

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Model: @ravensnow83
Ashlee recently learned a very interesting fact about herself. Not only does her beliefs of a higher power but she is very intuitive and a clever precognitive  being. As you can see from her past Facebook posts she's been predicting such things around the world. 

https://www.facebook.com/1499919306/posts/10210003977884918/


Recent conversations are relatable. As shown below;

(Ashlee -Tommy)
(Ashlee- Jessica Hernandez)

Anna Sayce speaks in her blog about how Traumatic experiences does to a person. 

During traumas and near death experiences, a person may dissociate (i.e. exit the body energetically.) Leaving one’s body in this way can result in developing a degree of sensitivity to the planes that lie beyond the physical. Some also believe that traumas can weaken the energy field, making us more porous and sensitive to spiritual phenomena.

( https://www.annasayce.com/can-extreme-stress-trauma-awaken-intuitive-abilities/)


Ashlee says that these visions don't happen like the movies. They come in bad feelings and like a dream in clouds her mind in pictures. I'm sure everyone has their opinions on this subject. But I believe we choose what happens to us when we deal with good and bad experiences. I truly think we have the power to decide what our abilities are. No one else can decide, but ourselves what we bring to the world. 

I asked Ashlee, if she could change the way people saw her and decide how she wanted people to view her. She said; 

"I just want people to see and remember the good in me before they judge me. I never like to be known as a person who's done you wrong. I'll fix whatever I can or I'll hate myself. So I just want to be known as someone who's honest and generally cares despite my weird humor and odd interests.
I want to be remembered as the girl who made it even though she was in pieces doing it...".

My advice to the world while dealing with beautiful souls like Ashlee is. Be kind and grateful for the selflessness of them. They are already hurting from not feeling good enough, when they are more than what we deserve. 


Thanks for joining, always and forever your friend Leilani Raven Baugher.






Thursday, June 21, 2018

My Dear Friend Ben





Ben Friedman

I had difficulties in expressing how incredibly talented and warm-hearten Ben Friedman is. I sat in front of my computer reading over and over on all his hardships. I wanted to help him, honestly. But what can one person do to help when distances and financial limitations build a wall against what I wanted to do for him. So instead, I am going to share with everyone why it's important to embrace life the way Ben does everyday.

You see Ben Friedman deal's with  an autoimmune disorder called Crohn’s disease everyday since he was 9 years old.


During his time in Australia while producing and directing a short film he experienced a major flare up. It left him in a place that caused him to lose everything that he was working towards at the time. He believes stress was the culprit. The crime was devastating.



 People do not understand how important mental health and damaging stress can do to a person's health and mental state. The support he needed before the flare up didn't transpire. I wonder if his situation would have been different if he did get the support he needed?. One could wonder how much of an impact would be enough to change the path of someone else.








While being home-bound, he awoken his talent. And like a superhero in a crisis, saved himself. A doodler as a child, dwelling deep an artist without a single restraint.


Here are some of Ben Friedman's wonderful art pieces;


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Present days, Ben has good days and bad days. Like everyone else. But he embraces every moment with strife and courage. Battling disability rejections monthly. In addition to preparing for a new experimental treatments.


Greatness is about character, integrity, honesty, kindness, generosity, moral courage. It is about how we treat other people and ourselves above all.
 


I solute you Ben Friedman for your strong spirited will to live and love as you do. And strongly believe you have greatness in you. You will overcome this illness. Family and friends love you. The world will too.



Thank you again, for entering my life and sharing your beautiful life story.


Always your friend, Leilani Raven Baugher

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